You think we take our lives for granted? Would you go sky diving without fear? Would you go do the things that you’ve always dreamt about without worries? When was the last time you took risk? When was the last time you looked into the mirror and really looked at yourself? We have a lot of responsibilities in life but we shouldn’t forget who we are. I don’t think life is short, I think life is not fully lived that’s why others call it short. Let me tell you, I wanted to be a pilot when I was a kid. Whenever I see a plane, I wave as it passes me by thinking that I wish I was the pilot. I wish I can fly a plane. That made me so happy just by thinking the possibility of it all. Now im older and that dream also past me by, just like everything else. I didn’t become a pilot, I’m a IT technician trying to get my Associates Degree in DeVry University. Things happen in life that we can’t explain that changes our point of view. But you know what, I still want to be a pilot. I still want my plane, I want other kids to see my plane and wave at me as I pass them by. Even if I won’t be able to see them, I know in my heart that someone is waving at me. Live your dream. Try.
Did you know that chess is the most popular board game in the world? Some historians date it as early as the 2nd century, and its country of origin to be China. This game doesn’t get old, my favorite. Increases mental focus and it’s one way to prevent Alzheimer’s disease.
Rules and moves. http://www.chessvariants.com/d.chess/chess.html
Play here. http://games.yahoo.com/board-games
Today was so stressful. I’ve been bouncing around, going places to places because I listen to much to others. I nid surgery by next week. Jan is going with me tomorrow to take care of things. I really hope things gets better from this point. I can’t afford to miss more days. I’m really in pain. Bad things always happens to me, I promise that I’ll be careful from here on out. I don’t have the strength to go through this again. I’m really thankful that Jan is here with me. It’s like every good memory we have keeps flashing back in my head when I think about my situation. That’s the only good thing I can think about that’s getting me through all of this and giving me strength to go on. All the laughs, hugs, and kisses. I can’t wait for things to be ok again.
Here I am trying to create my first blog. This feels very weird. Maybe I’ll learn more about myself….
It’s been 3 days now since my accident. Let’s just say that I won’t be able to use my left foot if I don’t get surgery on it soon. I know that I’m still lucky with everyone still on my side, taking care of me especially Jan. Jan is my girlfriend, who has been there through all my ups and downs for about 3 years now. She’s been really helpful and full of support. I can’t thank her enough.
I just can’t believe that this happened to me. I don’t know if I deserve it, some people may say I do but all I know is I have to get better. I have to believe and stay positive through all of this. This gives me time and space to think about my mistakes and how I’ve been living my life so far. After this, It’s time for a change. I don’t know what to change yet but all I know is it’s time for a change.
