Here I am trying to create my first blog. This feels very weird. Maybe I’ll learn more about myself….
It’s been 3 days now since my accident. Let’s just say that I won’t be able to use my left foot if I don’t get surgery on it soon. I know that I’m still lucky with everyone still on my side, taking care of me especially Jan. Jan is my girlfriend, who has been there through all my ups and downs for about 3 years now. She’s been really helpful and full of support. I can’t thank her enough.
I just can’t believe that this happened to me. I don’t know if I deserve it, some people may say I do but all I know is I have to get better. I have to believe and stay positive through all of this. This gives me time and space to think about my mistakes and how I’ve been living my life so far. After this, It’s time for a change. I don’t know what to change yet but all I know is it’s time for a change.