TEN JACK SUITED.

Today was so stressful. I’ve been bouncing around, going places to places because I listen to much to others. I nid surgery by next week. Jan is going with me tomorrow to take care of things. I really hope things gets better from this point. I can’t afford to miss more days. I’m really in pain. Bad things always happens to me, I promise that I’ll be careful from here on out. I don’t have the strength to go through this again. I’m really thankful that Jan is here with me. It’s like every good memory we have keeps flashing back in my head when I think about my situation. That’s the only good thing I can think about that’s getting me through all of this and giving me strength to go on. All the laughs, hugs, and kisses. I can’t wait for things to be ok again.